12/02/08

I love Reid more than anything.

I really can't believe my fortune in finding him.

He just proves himself to be amazing and incredible and all I could ever wish for day after day.

09/09/08

My dog seems to be doing better, so that's good.

Economics is really slow-paced, though; it's killing me.

Also, the weather is starting to get worse.

09/06/08

I really need to remember to post in this more.

My dog isn't doing very well; it seems she'll die soon.

I've been feeling kind of downtrodden, lately.

08/07/08

Got my hair cut today; I'm pretty happy with it.

Also, I'm very frustrated with the point of the story I'm stuck on right now in Final Fantasy XII.

I need to read more books before the summer is over, too.

08/06/08

Today I un-privated two of my blogs.

I don't really know what I expect to happen, but I've been wanting to do it for a while.

Also, I really need to get the hang of writing post for this blog in the right template again.

07/14/08

Today I realized that I have the most valuable thing in the world.

I opened up to someone who feels important to me.

And I have confidence in my future, whatever it may be.

01/07/08

Didn't get any of my work done this weekend...

I've been feeling kind of down during the night, which is really the only time that I get work done.

I have Zen to talk to again, though, now that it's the end of the weekend.

01/05/08

I got my third ear piercing today. I hope my dad will let me get the others after this...

Also got some colorful pants at the mall.

Though, I still have quite a bit of work to do this weekend...

01/01/08

Finished all that I have of After-School Nightmare today.

Also, in some ways I do hate not having school. I don't end up doing a lot, and if something bad is going on there's plenty of time for me to mope.

I really hope it stops snowing, I want to go to outright...

01/01/08

Spent the passing of the old year with my cloneslave, Sandra. Ah, how she amuses me.

Not particularly looking forward to school starting again, only because of how the snow day before vacation screwed everything up.

Also, I'm still not sure of my mental state...

12/31/07

Last day of '07. What an interesting year...

I had a very disturbing dream last night, also.

And I'm hoping to have something to do other than sit around pathetically on New Year's Eve.

12/30/07

Didn't get much done today.

However, I hung out with Sandra.

The best part was acting like delinquents on the docks near the theater we saw a play at. I think that area is my favorite place in the whole world...

12/30/07

I think I figured out what Vincent was trying to mime to me two days ago: "Can I put my arm around your shoulders?" If I'd been able to tell that at the time, of course I would've said yes.

Also, I'm in an extremely intense amount of pain.

This added to my current state of mind ends in me, in complete mental and physical agony. Yay.

12/27/07

This day seemed to stretch on forever.

I've reached a new level of being confused in the past few minutes. I hope I'm never this disoriented again in my life.

I still have a lot to do, too. Man.

12/27/07

I was feeling good about myself because I was actually working productively...

Not anymore. I have a mental block against working in a bad mood.

And now, I am in a bad mood.

12/26/07

Went shopping for the party today. Got some funky stuff.

Also saw my cousins. Was getting a really weird vibe from Cooper...

BEAT GUITAR HERO III 2 1/2 hours (on medium) at a gaming place and I just started using the guitar controller a few days ago. Also, I didn't take even one break.

12/25/07

I am good at making curry.

I am good at making curry even when my dad decides he must play crazy techno-Mexican remixes of Christmas songs.

I am good at making curry even when my little brother, who requested that I make curry for Christmas dinner is an idiot and fills his stomach before dinner so he is no longer hungry for the meal I made for him.

12/25/07

I went driving today for the first time!

I wasn't particularly good, but it was still exciting.

Still have to work on my various Christmas presents, though...

12/25/07

I think I'm starting to get the hang of the difference between boys and girls.

It's still difficult, though.

Now I have hope, though.

12/23/07

My cousin almost died today... she stabilized, though. They think it was her intravenous potassium -- she was getting too much.

Things are a bit better now that Agnes is here.

She taller than me now, though. How annoying.

12/21/07

One month for me and Vincent today.

Didn't get to talk to him, though.

I figured out what the hell needing to have three songs for "Idol" was about, too.

12/20/07

Didn't get anything done today...

Though I picked out my three songs for "Idol."

I also had an amazingly cool dream involving vampires. Cooler than it sounds.

12/20/07

No school today. I'm rather disappointed.

I hope I can come up with something productive to do today.

Ugh, this is going to mess everything up so badly. : (

12/19/07

Found suggestive photos of my ex online. What the fuck.

It distracted me throughout the day.

By the way, I was one of the ten accepted into the "Idol" competition.

12/18/07

Sucky day. Why are all my teachers so stupid and mean?

It's a terrible combination when part of an authority's personality.

Also, I tried out for my school's "Idol" competition.

12/14/07

I saw a shooting star tonight.

Ben said that I'm the best dancer in the school.

Also, Ryan talked to me and it was actually civil.